Thank you to Shuling Huang for this submission. It was such an honor to witness your transformation, forgiveness, and the light in your eyes at seeing yourself as you truly are.
Rebecca – The miracle worker I will always remember in my heart. Now I see myself exist, and I can feel the love! It is all because of her miracle 20 minutes of work. Later Rebecca told me her miracle session is called R.I.M. – Regenerating Images in Memory.
I hadn’t heard of RIM, but I know one thing, what Rebecca did has changed my life from that moment! Honestly, being as skeptical as I was, I doubted if that feeling would be gone in couple of minutes after the session. Well, five minutes, 30 minutes……9 days later, the new me and my new discovery of “I see me, I can feel” stayed with me, and I have been enjoying my life, my family more than ever. So How did it happen?
I was attending Mr. Canfield’s BTS Seminar to learn how to apply The Success Principle to my business, so that I can reach my next level of success. As the seminar going on for the 3rd day, my journey of applying The Success Principle had gone a lot deeper than just business. The Seminar helped me discover so much more than just business success, but all aspects of life.
I completely opened myself in the safe environment Mr. Jack Canfield’s team has built for the Seminar. But I would never have imagined what happened later. It was during a silent hugging exercise, after I hugged a kind gentle lady who looked into my eyes deeply after the hug, that I broke down and tears wouldn’t stop no matter how hard I tried. I was so confused where this emotion came from. I have a beautiful family that loves me, work I love so much, and everything else I am so blessed with.
Yet, here was so many tears, I wasn’t even be able to look at anyone or think of anything. A gentle voice called out: “would you like….?” I didn’t really get the rest of the words, just followed that gentle voice to outside of the conference room. Rebecca kindly led me to a quiet room and sat with me. During that great 20-minute conversation with Rebecca, I discovered how I have been holding my past wounds in my unconscious mind. I was born unwanted as the second daughter of a family who wished to have a son. Because of that, I tried to be a good girl for everyone, so that they can love me. I endured so much physical and emotional abuses and buried them in my deepest memory for years. Even to this day, I have never told my family how I really feel, because that is the only way they may love me.
But the truth is, up until sitting down with Rebecca, I was resentful for whatever I had to endure. I was resentful how they treated me. This resentfulness has been unconsciously and continuously hurting me and my current beautiful life. The wound had never been healed, but hidden. During Rebecca’s RIM session, she helped me discover the hidden wound in detail, and also helped me realize that I am strong enough to stand up for myself. I do not need to endure anything further to be loved. I do not need to live up to anyone’s expectation just to make them happy. I am someone I can rely on and can always rely on – That is ME!
I will forever remember the miracle moment at the end of the session when Rebecca gently asked “How you feel, Shuling?” I responded with great excitement: “I SEE ME EXIST!” It was that moment, I realized I have lived for my past, and got so used to living for others, I never even saw my own existing. My soul was living in loneliness, emptiness, and resentfulness. It was isolated from whatever is happening around me.
Since the miracle moment, I feel solid, heart full, complete, independent, 100% awareness of what is happening around me. I want to hug my soul and tell my soul that I exist as a person I am proud of, I can have love, and I can love! All that I had held with resentfulness and whoever I kept enduring became a little tiny weak noisy fly in the distance. Whatever happened in the past has no power or influence in my beautiful life I have today! I exist, I can stand up for myself, I can protect myself and my loved ones today!
Rebecca and RIM, thank you for giving me another life, a new awesome me. Thank you for helping me see me. When I got back home a week ago, it was the first time in my life I felt deep loving connection when with my son and hubby. All of this time I didn’t realize they were there for me and are loving me all the time. Now I can feel! I feel them, I feel their love and connection. I am so happy and kept repeating myself with big smile “NOW I SEE ME, NOW I CAN FEEL!”
The 20-minute miracle continued its magic day by day. My whole world started changing: My world is so much bigger; I went for a walk without feeling alone. I started noticing how cozy my home is, how beautiful the tree is, how much my little family loves me. The world I am living in right now is a beautiful place I always wanted to be, and I never noticed until this moment! GOODBYE, old wound, GOODBYE, resentfulness, GOODBYE, whoever has hurt me! And HELLO, me, HELLO, my world!